I Will Flow

I hope that this will
soon be finished
I`m longing
Every minute
What would it be to now be dying
Would it be to be denying
Now I gave up on love
I don't want to push
I need flow
I need will
for you and me to fill
I will not find
no one to meet
Only through words
the truth I seek
My heart is crushed
My blood has rushed
I cannot touch
I cannot live
All I will do is
be feeling still
The sound of silence
I cant reach
The words I claim
can only speak while
filling up my book of lies
So, silently
it is all now sinking
I don't even like this kind of life
Not even to be drinking
Its like everything around me dies
Dead, already while sinking